Keviv Ardnahc

Coming of Age...

Who Am I: For You Page (FYP)

Who Am I: For You Page asks how to recognise your own voice when algorithms, trends and social feeds keep telling you who you should be.

Two recordings

The same composition, recorded twice. The versions differ in structure and length, not only in voice.

Keviv's Version

Track 3 · 4:08 · Keviv Ardnahc

Lyrics — Keviv's Version

Who am I?

I bought the jacket that they told me to buy
I'm using phrases but I don't know why

It's in the bathroom light
Trying on a brand new face tonight

Scroll down, refresh, I absorb it all
Another static, another freefall

I curate the room, I curate the mood
But I'm starving inside, fed on digital food

And I know I'm talking just like them now
But I love the feeling of fitting in the crowd

The algorithm feeds me who I want to be
But when the screen goes black, who is looking back at me?

Oh tell me, is this my heart or the for you page?
Just a digital ghost trapped inside a cage

I'm mirroring the trends, I'm stealing the lines
Living in a world of borrowed designs

I don't even know what's real anymore
Just a copy of a copy, paste in the floor

Yeah, I'm caught in the infinite loop
Infinite loop for you, for you

Last week I was vintage, today I'm the night
Changing my colors to match the blue light

I built up a vibe so nobody could see
That the person underneath is a mystery to me

We're all just echoes in an empty space
Wearing the exact same downloaded face

Unplug the cord, turn off the glow
If I lose connection, where do I go?

Take away the screen
Am I just a ghost in the machine?

Oh tell me, is this my heart or the for you page?
Just a digital ghost trapped inside a cage

I'm mirroring the trends, I'm stealing the lines
Living in a world of borrowed designs
Just a copy of a copy, paste in the floor
Yeah, I'm caught in the infinite loop

Just a ghost in the machine
Is this really me?
Oh, just a ghost in the machine
Is this really me?
Or just a ghost in the your page?

Ilajna's Version

Track 4 · 4:03 · Ilajna Avatsavirs

Lyrics — Ilajna's Version

Who am I
Yeah...

I bought the jacket
That they told me to buy

I'm using phrases
But I don't know why

Staring at the glass
In the bathroom light

Scroll down
Refresh

I absorb it all

Another aesthetic

Another free fall

I curate the room

I curate the mood

But I'm starving inside

Feeding on digital food

I know I'm talking
Just like them now

But I love the feeling
Of fitting in the crowd

The algorithm feeds me
Who I want to be

But when the screen goes black...

Who's looking back at me?


Every swipe

Another face

Every trend

Another chase

Every version

Feels brand new

But none of them

Feel true

Oh tell me...

Is this my heart

Or the For You Page?

Just a digital ghost

Trapped inside a cage

I'm mirroring the trends

I'm stealing the lines

Living in a world

Of borrowed designs

I don't even know

What's real anymore

Just a copy

Of a copy

Losing who I was before

Yeah...

Caught inside

The infinite loop

Infinite loop...

For you...

For you...

Last week

I was vintage

Today

I'm chasing blue light

Changing all my colors

Till they all feel right

I built up a vibe

So nobody could see

That the person underneath

Is a mystery to me

A mystery to me...

We're all just echoes

In an empty space

Wearing the exact same

Downloaded face

Unplug the cord

Turn off the glow

If I lose connection

Where do I go?

Take away the likes

Take away the screen

Am I just a ghost

Inside the machine?

Take away the comments

Take away the views

Take away the person

I'm pretending to

If nobody's watching

If nobody applauds

Would I finally meet myself...

Or someone I've ignored?

Oh tell me...

Is this my heart

Or the For You Page?

Just a digital ghost

Trapped inside a cage

I'm mirroring the trends

I'm stealing the lines

Living in a world

Of borrowed designs

I don't even know

What's real anymore

Just a copy

Of a copy

Losing who I was before

Yeah...

Caught inside

The infinite loop

Infinite loop...

For you...

For you...

Just a ghost...

Inside the machine...

Is this really me?

Is this really me?

Yeah...

Just a ghost...

Inside the machine...

Or just another face...

For you..

For You Page...
Who Am I: For You Page (FYP) from Ilajna Avatsavirs's perspective

Story Behind Who Am I: For You Page (FYP)

“Who Am I: For You Page (FYP)” grew out of a very modern identity crisis: what happens when the answer to “Who am I?” is increasingly shaped by what is shown to us, liked by others, repeated by algorithms, and reflected back through social feeds?

The “FYP” in the title refers to the For You Page, but in the song it becomes something larger than a social-media feature. It represents the invisible stream of trends, opinions, aesthetics, ambitions, comparisons and expectations that constantly tells us what we should want, how we should look, what success should feel like, and even what kind of person we should become.

The song asks whether we are discovering ourselves or simply becoming a version of ourselves that has been assembled from everything we consume.

That is why the title is deliberately “Who Am I: For You Page (FYP)” rather than simply “Who Am I?”. The question itself has been filtered through the digital world.

Both Keviv’s Version and Ilajna’s Version explore that same struggle from different perspectives. The external pressures may look different, the comparisons may be different, and the way each voice responds to them may be different, but the underlying conflict is shared: how do you recognise your own voice when thousands of other voices are constantly telling you who you should be?

Within Coming of Age…, this song sits very close to the heart of the album’s larger idea. Growing up today is not only about finding your place among family, friends or society. It also means navigating a world in which identity itself can become performative. We create profiles, choose what to show, watch what everyone else is doing, and gradually risk confusing the version of ourselves that receives validation with the person underneath it.

The song is not meant as a rejection of technology or social media. The more interesting question for us was about discernment. Inspiration can come from everywhere, including the digital world. The problem begins when the feed stops being something we look at and quietly becomes something we use to define ourselves.

So at its core, “Who Am I: For You Page (FYP)” is about the tension between identity and influence.

The world keeps offering answers:

Be this. Want this. Look like this. Follow this. Become this.

And underneath all that noise remains a much simpler, much harder question:

Who am I when the feed is gone?

Having both Keviv’s and Ilajna’s versions was important because this is not one person’s problem. The details may differ, but the search for an authentic self inside a world built around comparison, visibility and constant influence is something both voices can experience differently while asking the same fundamental question.

That question also becomes one of the central threads running through Coming of Age…: before we can understand where we belong in the world, we first have to work out which parts of us are genuinely ours.

Credits and release

Lyrics / writing
Keviv Ardnahc
Released
Keviv's Version producer
Keviv Ardnahc
Ilajna's Version producer
Keviv Ardnahc

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